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alyssachu:

My mom’s so…dumb. She doesn’t like it when I go out and when she doesn’t let me get out of the house, she asks me what I’ve been doing all day and then she bitches at me for staying in my room all day and tells me walk to around. The fuck? If you just let me go out and stop being so goddamn paranoid and overprotective then we wouldn’t have this problem. I wouldn’t be no-lifing on the computer and you wouldn’t be bitching at me for being such a lazyass.

azn parents, gotta love their way of thinking lol NOT

sighing is one of those bad habits i got. Always fucking depressed about shit and everyone keep pissing me off (then again, i do get pissed off easily) along with other things formed that habit.

I love her, god its killing me god damn it, but it doesnt matter, she doesnt lke me. No matter what i do now, its not gonna change much. and im pretty much paranoid that other dudes might like her. But hey, until shes taken, shes open for anyone to try, and hell, shes not gonna be “mine” (i dont lke talking girls as mine cuz their human, not dogs, or items) anytime soon. -sigh- This summer and HS is gonna be a bitch

ok… what happened yesterday…

graduation, gowns caps tassels and all that nice shit and was sitting there for 2 hours listening to ppl talk and singing shitty songs lke “fireworks”, is that actually a good song to be used for graudations? cuz for us, no body singed the chorus wen katy went “come on let your colors burst, as tehy shoot across the sky-y-y” yea…. some guys make it sound lke a girl moaning wen being fucked just saying.

and the during the drum rolls for the color guard to move to the front of the stage, between every drum roll alot of ppl said “swag” out loud and i was laughing my ass off n said it a few times too (twice to be exact). then i just feel kinda guilty for saying that, cuz it was kinda a serious moment n i thought it was more of a joke. i felt even worse wen i saw my friend’s status on aim saying “fucking assholes ruined my night” now, that could have meant alot of things now that i think of it, but last night, it was just, guilt for saying swag in my mind.

and u k, i think swag should have been allowed to be said, i mean, 3 fucking years, of blood (yes for real there was blood especially for me) sweat, guts and tears. if im not mistaken swag means skill no? Then why cant we say it took swag to get to where we were last night? some ppl arent even graduating, but for the rest of us, It was a pain in the ass, late nights (yea, most ppl were staying up late, not much were actually studying), boring periods, and the “society” of school not to mention other things we have to go through to get to that seat at Brooklyn College to graduate as part of the class of 2011.

so bored…..

science regents 2moro, got this is gonna be easy, vanhoutan basically gave us hell n back for the science classes we were in this year n i think im ready wen in other words, my bro’s class suppose to be “higher” than my class n im not worried wen they’re worried shitless right now, make anysense? guess so